Wednesday, October 04, 2006

The I’s Have It IV

I am tired of living, but have no desire to die…

I believe death is near, watching, hoping, remaining disappointed…

I know October 30th will change the course of my life, forever…

I would really love to hear, “don’t stop forever,” uttered in my ear…

I wonder why you call me once a month to say, “I love you,” but have nothing
to say the other 29 days of the month…

I still wonder why you called me to tell me how bad of a boyfriend I was 13 years ago, the bad thing is I feel guilty when I should be saying, “FUCK YOU BITCH, GET OVER IT ALREADY”.

I saw my Grandmother at the nursing home on yesterday, it made me think about all the teaching moments we shared, made me think about moments we’ll never share…

I am not quite fine as Hell, but I’m getting there…

I still can’t believe you taught me how to kiss even though you taught at my high school while I was there – only a seven year difference, it was good seeing you again…

I now know you are afraid to explore new opportunities, I support you regardless…

I am proud of Osiris, he is learning to NOT have an attitude when I attempt to teach him how to borrow when subtracting…

I HAVE DECIDED TO QUIT WORKING AT FEDEX, NOW I NEED TO SELECT A DATE...

I wish my heart was still a virgin…

I wish I was still a virgin… (I retract this one)

I hope I wake up one day and the world is less like Boondocks, though it is hilarious!

5 Comments:

Blogger layne bowden said...

I am tired of living, but have no desire to die…

Hmmm. That's troubling, Facade! But I know you'll work it out.

I wonder why you call me once a month to say, “I love you,” but have nothing to say the other 29 days of the month…

Don't you jus hate that!? But look on the bright side... maybe it takes her the other 29 days to get up the nerve to make the call!!

I wish I was still a virgin…

LOL! I agree and I'm sticking with my wish!

Great list! Thanks for getting me hyped for Indiscriminate Thoughts Thursday!

Peace!

Wednesday, October 4, 2006 at 3:58:00 PM CST  
Blogger Unknown said...

so many good ones!

i wish my heart was still a virgin....

i can relate....past relationships scar sometimes..... no... most times...and insecurity sucks.

Thursday, October 5, 2006 at 10:44:00 AM CST  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I wish my heart was still a virgin...

So do I...

Saturday, October 7, 2006 at 3:15:00 PM CST  
Blogger Shelle said...

u r a wise one, but i am sure you know this already...

Monday, October 9, 2006 at 1:03:00 PM CST  
Blogger Blu Jewel said...

I too often why people call once a month to say something so profound then don't call again for another month. Moreover, I wonder why some people who say they care, don't call at all.

I also wish my heart was still a virgin. Maybe it would make it easier for me to want to love again.

Monday, October 9, 2006 at 4:02:00 PM CST  

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